braces ):

braces today.
choose baby blue :] dont look very nice on me..
now, im in pain. im seriously in pain.

i cant chew
i cant eat
i cant bite
i cant smile
i cant talk properly

i regret, why did i even want to have braces..
everywhere and ever part of my mouth is aching ]:
i just feel like freeing my tooth from those metal things and wires..
now i can only drink..
i want to die ok?

helped mummy baked delicious pineapple tarts (:
i cant eat, i can only see & smell those pineapple tarts ]:

so this year's chinese new year..
1) can't eat my fave ba gua
2) forget about all the other cny's goodies
3) while people are happily eating steamboat during reunion dinner, i will be drinking porridge/steamboat's broth ]:
4) only veg/fruits no meat

will i survive?